Alison quit corporate America for a life on the road. Along for the ride is Max, her dog and companion as she travels around the USA writing and taking photographs.
Yearly Archives: 2009
Cape to Cairo
Miss Travel Girl
Travel Photography with a Disposable Camera (it’s NOT an oxymoron)

Your camera equipment was stolen in Portugal. A clumsy bauble above the Seine left the river owning the digital SLR. You own no camera equipment, but there’s something you really want to photograph on your upcoming trip. Lots of scenarios could result in a disposable/single use film camera landing in your hands. The good news is great photos (even artistic photos) can be achieved with the simple equipment.
A whole new world opens up to the holder of a disposable camera.
My personal experience has shown there to be an advantage to carrying a disposable camera (my secret weapon is out!) – everyone thinks you’re a tourist with no serious photographic intent. This translates to an ability to capture moments that wielding more serious camera equipment can make difficult. A whole new world opens up to the holder of a disposable camera.
Disposable film cameras come in several ISO choices – 100 to 800, but at most convenience type stores (and even vending machines in Japan), you’ll be hard pressed to find anything other than 400 and 800, with 800 being prevalent. A flash is optional (and recommended). Various manufacturers make them today in a few “versions” – wedding, sport (waterproof up to 50 ft.), panoramic, and one with a zoom function, albeit a weak zoom function. Chances are if you’re purchasing one on the road, your choices will be limited to the most basic.
Despite the simplicity a point and shoot, fixed focus camera connotes, to get photographs you’ll be proud of, MORE work and creative thought is required – not less. Understand the camera’s limitations. They typically focus anywhere from 4-5 feet to infinity, and for the flash to be of use, you’ll need to be within 10-12 feet of the subject. Work within these restrictions though and magic can happen. And remember, the camera has nothing to do with how you see the world. Look for new perspectives and the single use camera will become your photographic friend.
Before we get into the tips, here’s something else to consider where disposables are concerned: kids LOVE them. Put one into the hands of each child and prepare to be amazed!
While ALL the basic photography rules apply, there are a few things in addition to the basics that will give your photos from a disposable camera some WOW power.
Disposable Camera Pointers:
- Search for reflection. Reflection can be created from water, mirror or glass, the cone of an airplane, a pair of reflective sunglasses, or a rear view/side mirror. Use it for an artistic slant on common scenes.
- Panning the disposable camera can yield photographs with a bit of movement to them. It takes practice to know how quickly to bring the camera from side to side while you click the shutter, but it’s worth experimenting.
- Try using the headlights of a vehicle, or a flashlight to light your subject matter.
- Tilt the camera to capture scenes with a twist to the perspective.
- Take a picture of part/half of something. It’s a technique I’ve experimented with on occasion, and while it works best with close subject matters, it can yield a very interesting photograph.
- Assuming you sprung for the flash, use it! Backlit photographs, especially of people, benefit greatly from using the flash. Overall, don’t be afraid of using the flash. Unexpected effects will often be the result.
- Don’t be afraid of haze, fog, steam, or any condition that to the bare eye seems out of focus. Tack sharp is overrated.
Basic Photography Tips:
- LIGHT….is the only thing you are photographing, so make it your prime consideration. Where is the light? How is it falling on your subject? What color is it? How hard is the light?
- Everyone sees the world at…eye level. For your photos to stand out, find ways to shoot at anything but eye level. Stand on something, or get lower, even to the point of lying on the ground.
- Get off the beaten path, like the star ship Enterprise; BOLDLY GO WHERE NO MAN HAS GONE BEFORE.
- Don’t be afraid. Don’t be timid. Never fear to ask anyone to do anything that will make a better picture; the worst they can do is say no, or maybe HELL NO.
- Tune in to the time and place. In the same sense that you can never swim in the same river twice, you can never shoot the same photo twice; the river of light is at a continuous ebb and flow. Let that moment speak to you, and then use your camera to take that message to the rest of the world.
- Shoot with/from your heart.
- If it’s not interesting, you’re not close enough.
- Don’t put the object of interest in the middle, a rule commonly called the Rule of Thirds. Offset the focal point.
- Look for symmetry of objects or a repeating theme.
- Walk all the way around something (if you can) to check out the various perspectives. You’ll be surprised at how the “backside” of things appears.
If you’re still convinced travel photography can’t be pursued with a disposable camera, shoot with one for 2-3 weeks at home. Sometimes it’s the simple exercise of carrying the camera around and tripping the shutter that overcomes our hang-ups.
P.S. It’s photography – have FUN!
Passport Chop
Existential Migration: Feeling at Home as the Foreigner

I could tell it was time to move on. Eight years I had spent working for the same company. It had been good for both me and them, but times were changing. My boss and mentor had been let go, and the business focus of my department was shifting away from my core skill set. I needed to find something new to do.
This is the position I found myself in during the first few months of 2008. I thought about what I wanted to do next, and came up with a number of options, including moving to another division, moving to another company, starting a new career, starting my own business or going back to school. I spent a month musing on my next move. One idea kept coming forward, getting stronger and stronger as the month progressed. In March, about two weeks before I finally made a final decision on what I would do, I decided to create a list of the options and my thoughts on what I should do next. For one of the options, I wrote the following:
I am part of a community of migrants across the globe, searching out situations where they are strangers in strange lands, all so they can feel at home.
Option: Quit job and move to London.
Analysis: Least sensible option, but for some reason this feels important to do.
That’s exactly what I ended up doing. I moved to London without a job, a place to live or any friends, and I’ve spent the last year sometimes struggling and sometimes thriving as I found a job, made some friends and started to understand English culture. People would sometimes ask me why I did moved from Canada, and I would mumble something about “wanting international work experience” or “hoping to miss the recession by moving abroad,” but the truth was I couldn’t really explain the reason why I did it.
I had moved abroad because I felt like it was what I had to do.
Searching for an Explanation
It has always bothered me somewhat that I haven’t had a better explanation to offer of why I moved abroad. Not for others, but for my own sanity. I have always been a very logical, rational person and have always liked to believe that I am in control of my actions. So faced with the realisation that I did something simply because it “felt right” without any logical or rational explanation had bothered me.
Recently, while surfing the internet for expatriate resources, I came across the definition of “existential migration,” and on reading about it, some of that fuzziness about why I picked up and moved started to clear.
Existential migration is “conceived as a chosen attempt to express something fundamental about existence by leaving one’s homeland and becoming a foreigner.”
According to Dr. Greg Madison, the Canada-born, England-based psychotherapist and counselling psychologist who coined the term, existential migration is “conceived as a chosen attempt to express something fundamental about existence by leaving one’s homeland and becoming a foreigner.” It is different from “economic migration, simple wanderlust, exile, or variations of forced migration” in that it is a chosen move, not driven by economic or political needs.
In developing his theory, Madison held intensive interview sessions with a number of voluntary migrants. These voluntary migrants all, to some degree, said that they felt like they couldn’t have stayed in their home country. They had to go. There was something in them that made them pack up and go. This urge to move was not a result of external compulsion, but due to some internal and unclear motivation. It wasn’t motivated by economic goals like increased standard of living or career advancement. In fact, Madison found that those moving internationally often ended up with a lower standard of living once settled abroad.
Rather, it was a need to live a life that was “self-directed.” By choosing to leave, the migrant has taken control of their life, forcing them to consciously work at daily life, and preventing any slippage into unconscious habit.
For these people, being in a foreign place brings a sense of comfort that they don’t get being at home. For many of them, they always felt like outsiders back in their home towns. Living abroad, they are actually outsiders. By matching their external surroundings to their internal feelings, it allows them to be comfortable with their feelings of being outside. Living abroad allows them to still feel out of place, but at the same time “at home” with that feeling. Being a foreigner allows them to feel as if they both belong and also maintain distance and independence.
The existential migrant – a term which Madison uses reluctantly, as he views existential migration as a process through which people go through, not a persistent condition or pathology to be diagnosed or cured – is a stranger in a strange land. However, they felt like strangers at home, so being a stranger is a “normal” feeling for them. Being abroad brings their external environment into line with their internal feelings.
Madison’s research covers these topics and a number of other topics, including definitions of home, family relationships and the dreaded question “can I ever go home again?” Madison examines the concept of existential migration in varying depths in works available from his website, from a short article to a research paper to a full blown, 70,000 word manuscript called The End of Belonging, currently available for free download. Within the manuscript, in addition to more scholarly works of psychology, Madison mentions some biographies of migrants like Eva Hoffman’s Lost in Translation: A Life in a New Language and Pico Iyer’s The Global Soul: Jet Lag, Shopping Malls, and the Search for Home
where the authors exhibit some traits of the existential migrant.
Understanding Myself as an Existential Migrant
Reading the material gathered by Madison, and in particular some of the quotes that he had from those who participated in the research, I could certainly see parts of myself in what they were saying. The inexplicable draw to move and the belief that somehow I couldn’t quite live my life the way I wanted back home were feelings that I shared with those in the study, as well as the feeling of being “at home” as the foreigner.
I remember working in Paris back in 2005, a one day journeying with a Muslim co-worker to visit The Great Mosque of Paris. As my friend went in to pray, I wandered around the building, listening to the local Parisian Muslims speaking to each other in French. I remember thinking at that moment how comfortable I was, even though I was about as foreign as I could have been, speaking neither the language nor being part of the religion. I have visited Mosques in Canada, but never felt the same way. In Canada, I always felt like an intruder – I was the “majority” intruding into the space of the “minority.” That visit in Paris, I felt comfortable. As a foreigner, I was an outsider, even though in reality those in the Mosques in Canada and France probably didn’t view my presence there any differently.
Madison’s works have helped me recognize some of the subconscious feelings that I have had over the past few years, and this recognition has allowed me to consciously dissect these feelings. I am able to recognize times when certain “existential” desires like immersing myself in the unfamiliar or the need to jolt myself out of any habitually or mundane behaviours have impacted my decisions.
Reading the work has also helped calm a nagging feeling I have had since moving to London, that perhaps I didn’t go “far enough.” Since arriving, part of me has felt that in choosing to live in London, a place where most of the people look like me and speak my language, I haven’t really fully immersed myself into the foreign. Understanding that what I might be going through is a process, rather than a destination has allowed me to take a much longer view of my journey. London is a step, but the future holds more steps. London is right for now, being here is heading my journey in the right direction, but the journey is far from over.
What Madison’s work doesn’t explain, and perhaps never will be able to explain, is why I and the others he interviewed feel this compulsion to leave and live in the unfamiliar and unknown. Unlike those quoted in the research that Madison undertook, I didn’t feel like an outsider in my homeland. I had friends and was popular throughout my life in Canada, and got along well with my family. Yet, I still felt the desire to leave. I may be able to recognise and logically discuss the existential urges that have driven my migration, but I am no closer to being able to explain why the urges grip me.
I do take some comfort in the knowledge that others out there feel similar urges, though. I don’t know that I am closer to being able to explain my reasoning to my friends, but at least I know I am not alone in what I was feeling. I am part of a community of migrants across the globe, searching out situations where they are strangers in strange lands, all so they can feel at home.
Busan
I should have posted this entry as soon as I got back from Busan so I wouldn't forget the details but as we all know I'm a bit of a procrastinator. This will again be a 2 part blog this one about Busan the next about Seolleung tombs. Stay tunedhellipSo for Halloween weekend Alison Jen Margaret and I decided to go to Busan. There were a few reasons for this first we wanted to escape the scu
It’s Been Awhile
Welllll helllooooo So I've been getting quite a bit of grief about not keeping this journal up to date. But in all reality I haven't been doing too terribly much. I work about 25 minutes away from where I live so I go to work come home play with my puppy and go to bed to start it over again. I am still having a good time at my job it is starting to get a little hectic unfortunately. Lot
Amazing first week
I don't really know where to start I've been having problems with this all week and haven't been able to update it so I'll try and wrap it up now.Day 2 We all went surfing on a private beach in Bondi and the weather was 40 degrees. Couldn't have had a better day to be honest even though I was rubbish at it The water was just pure clear and the coach men were all mint we all finished off
Hoover Dam Grand Canyon Byrce Canyon and another little incident…
24th 27th OctoberWe awoke slightly bleary eyed and packed up things in order to be out of the hotel by 11am. We met Rory and Morg who were looking in a similar state to the day before and off Doddy and Rory went to pick up the hire car. Turns out that the advertised deal was not quite as good as it first appeared so we hired one online instead. We picked it up from Las Vegas Airport and set o
day 22
after the overnight flight from mumbai we arrived in singapore at 8.30 am went to the hotel booking desk and booked a hotel near chinatown.you couldnt get a country that is so different from the one we left the place is spotless and very very friendly we booked in and then for a stroll round town its unbearably humid so a couple of hours of that and we went back to the room to cool down.went b
www.acb.my
http://www.acb.myOnline accomodation and travel packages provider in Malaysia
Day 53 54 55
November 4 5 and 6 2009Yoursquoll have to forgive the Bloggers for their lack of communication over the past several dayshellipbut wersquove been sooooo busy. ldquoBusy doing whatrdquo you might ask. Well this is the grueling schedule we by ldquowerdquo I mean me have hadhellip 9am Slowly rise from the Westin Heavenly bed and amble over to the deck off of our room and step out
The fantasy boot in my dream of childhood
This boot will be easy since it is cheap of course bad a child that he is not too much pocket money each time a pair of shoes should be broken into the shoes placed in front of his father and told him that shoe has really broken and can not be the next day he would give us back a new pair of ugg boots. At that time with new things like how happy wearing it everywhere will immediately run arou
Visiting "The Mayor" again
We are not on the trail right now however I do travel near the AT while driving my 18 wheeler. I was lucky enough to have a layover night near Unionville NY. While on the trail this year CC and I spent a wonderful night at The Mayor's House. He provides hikers a shower laundry and two super meals asking nothing in return other than to share your hike with him. I popped in with a bag o
Seaching for Condors in the Andes
Set off yesterday to search for condors in the Andes. Left Arequipa early in the morning in a miniibus heading for the Colca Valley which is about 200 kilometres away. On normal roads that shouldn't take long but life is not as simple as that in Peru. At least half of the journey was across what could best be descibed as badly maintained stone track and it reminded me of one of the first records I
The Lone Coyote is Back
As promised in the final post, I am posting here since I finally got the new Lone Coyote MD blog up and running. We'll see how it goes with my time being much more limited, but I hope it will be as fun to write as this blog was.
All Good Things Must End
I survived my second week of residency. There were some really low points, but some highs as well. Some of the tests I approve are looking a bit more familiar, I am mastering a new electronic medical record, and have started reading my own protein electrophoresis tests. Of course, I still feel lost a good percentage of the time and often need to say "I don't know but I will get back to you," when clinicians call. But I have also had some very nice interactions where I felt like I was being helpful in teaching someone about a test to order or calling out important results in a timely manner that will lead to better patient care. It is nice to feel useful and I can see that being a consultant can be very rewarding.
But unfortunately as the days have gone by I have come to see that continuing to blog is going to be difficult with the demands on my time. The learning curve is so huge in pathology I need to come and read, and I have Step 3 looming ahead. Plus, I am not in medical school anymore, so it is time to wrap this particular blog.
While I am happy that I made it to the end of medical school relatively unscathed, found a specialty, and matched at a great program, I am really sad to stop writing here. This blog has been my outlet through the incredible highs and lows of the past several years. It started as a place to vent, and a way for my friends and family to keep in touch with my life. I always tried to keep it real and to bring out the humor that I saw around me. And slowly my blog grew into something bigger as more people started reading, commenting, linking to and emailing me. I have been honored and thrilled that what I have written spoke to other people and was helpful for readers.
What is next for The Lone Coyote? For now, I need a break from medical blogging. I need some time to let the dust settle and see if it is even feasible to continue medical blogging in residency. There is a placeholder for a new Lone Coyote medical blog at http://lonecoyotemd.blogspot.com
that I may start on sometime in the future. I will post both here and at that site if I do decide to ever get it up and running. And I do hope to turn this blog into a book someday (if you are a publisher, agent, or know someone in the business who can hook me up, please let me know). I figure I will leave the blog up in the meantime to hopefully provide information for people out there looking to learn about what medical school is about.
In the meantime it would be impossible for The Lone Coyote to stop writing completely. So if you've enjoyed my non-medical musings hop on over to The City and Other Random Musings to continue the adventure.
It has been quite a ride. 772 posts. Medical school. And even a bit of residency too. Thank you to all of you readers for your support and for joining me in my travels through the world of medical training. I wish you all the best in your future endeavors, be they medical or not.
Reflections on the First Week
It is a national holiday today so the lab is closed and I am off. My first week was pretty short--only 3 days--and I am pretty grateful for having some time to ease in. I have already realized that pathology residency is going to have a very steep learning curve since it has a whole new base of knowledge to master. Luckily, they expect us to come in pretty green so there is a lot of help from senior residents.
By the end of third year of medical school I had gotten fairly good at being organized on the wards. This week I found that some of the organization systems I had used then have no use in the clinical lab. The standard "to do" lists with their little check boxes will still be helpful for making sure I do not forget certain tasks that will always need to get done during the day. But most of what I need to do depends on what kind of calls I get from clinicians, how many "critical" lab values come back and need follow-up, and other random issues that come up. It definitely lacks the structure of a day on medicine or surgery, or even a day on surgical pathology.
The hospital I am currently at has one of the smallest and saddest cafeterias I have seen. But, the food is free for residents, so I have been eating my free lunch everyday. Since not much is gluten-free, I have an iceberg lettuce salad with oil and white vinegar (yes, you read that right, cheap white vinegar) dressing, yogurt, pudding, and bottled water for lunch. Apparently, I have a food allowance for breakfast and dinner too, but I am not sure I can take eating there more than one meal/day. It is free and I am grateful for that, but there is only so much iceberg lettuce one can eat and I will be there for 2 months. One resident suggested I stop by daily on my way out and stock up on bottled water and chips to last the rest of the year when I am at other hospitals. I just might have to start doing that next week.
I Survived
I survived my first day of residency. It was about 10 hours plus about an hour and a half of total commute time between multiple sites. Not too bad. I did feel utterly lost and clueless for most of the day since most of my time spent learning how to act on clinical rotations in medical school did little to prepare me for rotating through a busy clinical lab.
We had some more orientation stuff this morning, and will continue to have some more during the week. It is mostly about how to take call, which mainly involves responding to blood bank issues. I desperately need to brush up my hematology lab stuff tonight and to learn about protein electrophoresis. There's a lot to learn about the clinical lab.
I still have to get some basic administrative stuff taken care of, like computer access at the multiple hospitals I will be rotating through. It will make life, and my daily task of approving lab tests, way easier once I can actually get some information about the patients. The techs I met seemed very nice and were familiar with lost new residents appearing in their lab every couple of months. Lab techs are the equivalent of nurses in terms of education and training, so they can really be quite helpful.
Anyway, I need to go and read, which I think is going to be the story of my life for the next 4 years.