The knock on the door came at 3am: a police officer telling Rose Humphries that a young man had been found dead of aheroin overdose at a house in town. <\/p>\n
It was her youngest son Roland, dead at the age of 23. <\/p>\n
He had been trying to get off the drug. That morning, a few hours after the police officer left, a letter arrived at the family home stating that Roland had been accepted on a methadone programme to wean him off heroin. <\/p>\n
Too late. <\/p>\n
Instead, that afternoon Rose and her husband Jeremy went to the mortuary to identify Rolands body.Even now, she finds the experience too painful to discuss. <\/p>\n
Rolands older brother Jake was so overcome by grief thatit drove him back into his ownheroin abuse into more years of wasted, chaotic existence. <\/p>\n
But in 2006, Jake went to rehab. He got himself clean, transformed his life, found love and had a baby boy with his partner. <\/p>\n
By April 2014, he was close to completing an MA in art psychotherapy, so he could help others overcome their troubles in the way he had.But he had a brief relapse. <\/p>\n
While his partnerand 20-month-old son were away from his house in south London, Jake, now 37, took heroin. The lodger found him dead of an accidental overdose the next morning. <\/p>\n
This time, Ms Humphries received the news in a phone call from her sons sobbing partner. Again, the details of the conversation remain too painful to discuss. <\/p>\n
Ms Humphries, 72, is left to ponder the what ifs.What if the trade in drugs had been legal, controlled and regulated by government instead of exploited by criminal gangs? <\/p>\n
What if her son had been able to get prescribed heroin, rather than having to trust the quality and safety of drugs sold by criminals?What if he had been able to go to supervised injection facility instead of taking heroin alone? <\/p>\n
Of one thing, though, she is absolutely certain. <\/p>\n
Thewar on drugs killed my sons, says Ms Humphries.Definitely. No question about it. <\/p>\n
Thats why she is talking now, to call for the legalisation and proper regulation of the drugs trade, on the day that official figures show as Ms Humphries fully expected that substance abuse deaths in England and Wales havehit record levels. <\/p>\n
She is determined to tell her story out of hope, and anger. <\/p>\n
Roland Humphries, whodied of a heroin overdose aged 23 in 2003 <\/p>\n
The hope, she says, is that the more often these stories are repeated, and repeated, and repeated, the more it might sink in to people responsible for policy what the reality of the war on drugs is. <\/p>\n
There is anger, too, when you write to your MP and you just get the stock answer back from Government, simply saying they are quite sure their drugs policies are working, full stop. <\/p>\n
How they think these drug policies are working, I havent the faintest idea. They must be seeing something very different from what we are seeing. <\/p>\n
What Ms Humphries sees is two lost sons, grieving friends and family, and a young boy growing up without a father. <\/p>\n
It is all very different from what she knows is the clich. <\/p>\n
A lot of people, she says matter-of-factly, hear about drug addicts dying and just think of some useless person in a shop doorway, homeless perhaps, a scumbag a lot of people call addicts scumbags.They dont look beyond that. <\/p>\n
Perhaps, then, the organisation on whose behalf she advocates, Anyones Child, a network of families affected by substance abuse, has chosen its name well. They are now calling fora legalised, Government-regulated drugs trade. <\/p>\n
Because, to those who knew them, Roland and Jake were anything but scumbags. <\/p>\n
Jake, the older brother, died during a brief relapse into heroin abuse when he was 37 <\/p>\n
They were both very intelligent, Ms Humphries recalls.Jake was very mischievous, very loveable.He always had a pencil or a crayon in his hand.His pictures were fantastic, far in advance of his age group. <\/p>\n
Roland was the daydreamer, always writing little stories about giants and monsters, very loving. <\/p>\n
Nor was home the deprived inner city of clich. <\/p>\n
Rose worked as a secretary, her husband as a printer. They lived in a council house in Finstall, just outside Bromsgrove, Worcestershire:Lovely neighbours, a green in front of the house, a great big garden. We were extremely lucky. <\/p>\n
But as teenagers do, despite all their parents warnings, the boys rebelled. <\/p>\n
Ms Humphries is left to tell her story of missed opportunities of chances to help her boys or divert them from drugs that were all lost, she says, because the war on drugs makes substance abuse a criminal, not a health matter. <\/p>\n
It began, she says, with her sons first youthful experimentation with cannabis. <\/p>\n
People talk about whether cannabis is a gateway drug, says Ms Humphries.I dont think cannabis itself is a gateway drug at all.I dont think the fact that somebody smokes cannabis will of itself make them want to try heroin. <\/p>\n
But at the moment cannabis is a gateway drug because the trade is controlled by criminals, not regulated by the Government. <\/p>\n
So taking cannabis delivers people into the hands of criminals who want them to try something harder so they can make more money out of them. <\/p>\n
And so it was with her boys. <\/p>\n
I dont feel they would ever have got so bad if it hadnt have been for the criminal aspects of the whole thing:if there had been proper, legal regulation, rather than control by criminal cartels. <\/p>\n
At first she put Jake and Rolands poor performance at the local comprehensive down to teenage rebellion. <\/p>\n
Bu when Jake was in his late teens, a friend knocked on the door of the family home demanding money, suggesting windows would be broken if he wasnt paid. Aged 18, Roland confessed to his mum that he was smoking heroin, while insisting that as long as he didnt inject he could handle it. <\/p>\n
She felt physically sick. She pleaded with her sons to stop their drug use.But she didnt call anyone in authority to ask for help.She kept it quiet, and paid off Jakes friend. <\/p>\n
I wanted to call the police, but they would have come round asking questions. They might have found about Jake and Rolands involvement in drugs, and then they would have got into trouble. <\/p>\n
Would I have gone to get help for both boys if drugs had been legalised? Yes, of course I would. <\/p>\n
When Jake was 18, she adds, he was convicted of cannabis possession. He was fined. What is less clear is whether he was helped. <\/p>\n
Much later, says Ms Humphries, Jake told me he thought the newspaper report of his case labelled him as a hopeless druggie. He felt it set him more firmly on the downward path. <\/p>\n
Both boys drug abuse worsened. They never lost the good sides to their characters, their mother insists, but heroin created darker traits. <\/p>\n
They would steal from us. I had to keep my handbag on me at all times, or lock it in the bedroom.Yes, we got a lock for our bedroom door. <\/p>\n
Its dreadful, adds Ms Humphries.You feel that nobody else in the whole world has to do this. You wonder whats wrong with you. <\/p>\n
Again, instead of getting help to stop their sons illegal drug use, she and her husband felt compelled to suffer in silence. <\/p>\n
There is such shame and stigma around it, she says.We lived with this awful problem for years and years.I couldnt bring myself to tell anybody about it. <\/p>\n
Sometimes I would go to work wanting to burst into tears, unable to tell anybody what was the matter.If I did say anything about what my sons had been doing, I would say Im afraid they have been drinking. It seemed more socially acceptable. <\/p>\n
Eventually Roland did seek help. But six weeks into his wait to be accepted on a methadone programme, in October 2003, Roland was invited round to a friends house for the evening. <\/p>\n
He told me he would be back at 10 or 11pm, says Ms Humphries. He never came back. <\/p>\n
The heroin in Rolands system combined with the alcohol he had drunk to suppress his breathing. <\/p>\n
And, says Ms Humphries, even as the heroin was taking lethal effect, the war on drugs was stopping medical help from getting to Roland in time to save his life. <\/p>\n
We now know, she explains, That after one of them noticed that Roland was slumped in the bathroom and his lips were blue, there was a delay before the ambulance was called. <\/p>\n
I gather a lot of them were running around like headless chickens for quite a while before someone phoned 999. <\/p>\n
The ambulance got there too late.That delay was caused because the people in the house were afraid of the consequences of being involved with somebody who had died from drugs. <\/p>\n
I am quite sure there wouldnt have been that hesitation if as it should be it had been regarded as a health issue, not a criminal issue. <\/p>\n
Jake, she says, took his brothers death extremely badly, his renewed heroin abuse causing him to drop out of Aberystwyth University. <\/p>\n
You would have thought it would be sufficient warning to Jake to never touch drugs again.But he was in pain, and if you have taken heroin, you know how it can take away that pain. <\/p>\n
The transformation, though, after he went to rehab and got clean in 2006 was astonishing. <\/p>\n
My favourite memory of Jake is of seeing him play with his son. He was fantastic with children, a great father. <\/p>\n
Jakes son is now five. <\/p>\n
We try to keep Jakes memory alive for him, says Ms Humphries.He doesnt yet really understand why Jake died. <\/p>\n
She tries to lead as ordinary a life as possible, she adds. Its only when something catches you unawares music coming from a shop doorway, triggering a memory that your eyes fill with tears. <\/p>\n
She sees some encouraging signs. <\/p>\n
I was speaking at a conference in Durham the other week, in a room full of police, people from the criminal justice system, and healthcare professionals, and they were unanimous that legal regulation of drugsmust come. <\/p>\n
If that happened, and her campaigning played a part in it, she says, her sons deaths would not have been completely in vain:They would be proud of me. <\/p>\n
One day, she insists, the politicians will see what she sees. <\/p>\n
I think the politicians will listen eventually, she says. I just dont know how long it take or how many deaths. <\/p>\n
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