{"id":193587,"date":"2017-05-18T14:10:43","date_gmt":"2017-05-18T18:10:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/a-veteran-journalist-runs-away-with-the-circus-st-louis-magazine\/"},"modified":"2017-05-18T14:10:43","modified_gmt":"2017-05-18T18:10:43","slug":"a-veteran-journalist-runs-away-with-the-circus-st-louis-magazine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/rationalism\/a-veteran-journalist-runs-away-with-the-circus-st-louis-magazine\/","title":{"rendered":"A veteran journalist runs away with the circus. &#8211; St. Louis Magazine"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><p>A veteran journalistruns awaywith the          circus.                          Minutes after quitting my job last year, as the Protestant    ethic trembled, an imaginary chandelier clattered. This    imaginary racket set me to thinking I was crazy and to    wondering what I might do next. But hallelujah! A zephyr blew    my way and gently suggested that the best thing would be to    give in to an honorable impulse by running away and joining the    circus.    <\/p>\n<p>    Then clear light shined on my running-away-from-home plan.    Genuine long-term, even lifelong disappearance came into sharp    focus as impossible, if not immoral. I realized that the circus    world, when one is starting out, anyway, is a young fellows    endeavor. But hang on. Impossible? Circus Florathe only circus I know anything    about and an institution I deeply lovewas pitched nine blocks    from my apartment, in Grand Center. So an on-again, off-again    running away was clearly possible, in walking distance,    familiar. If the new administration would say yes, I was ready    to go.  <\/p>\n<p>    I rode up to meet with the new artistic director, Jack Marsh,    and his mother, Cecil MacKinnon, theater director and featured    performer. Finding them, I jammed on my brakes and fell into a    bloody heap at their feet.  <\/p>\n<p>    Lets do it, said Marsh, who is boyish but tough, able to    execute a head-over-heels flip from standing still and smart    and canny enough at only 32 years old to be artistic director,    which means not only thinking up stories and acts but also    spotting talent and taking care of the wrenching job of firing.  <\/p>\n<p>    Marsh grew up in New York City and its suburbs. Wherever the    circus was, so was I, he recalls. His mother is a circus    institution and veteran of the Flora company, appearing in the    center ring wearing a commedia dellarte costume and    moving the show along with her narrative. As a boy, Marsh would    come around and perform, juggling and tumbling. He went on to    attend Harvard, then law school at the University of Wisconsin.    He worked as a lawyer for a while, including a stint as a    district attorney in St. Croix County, Wisconsin. In 2014, he    helped his mother produce the amazing Circus Flora performances    of A Winter Fable with the St. Louis Symphony at Powell    Hall. After that run, it was back to the law. It was so boring    by comparison, he said. Now hes back to art and the circus,    perhaps for good.  <\/p>\n<p>    His predecessor, the beloved Ivor David Baldingwho founded the    circus and rescued its namesake from poachers when she was a    calfdied in 2014, at age 75. Circus Flora folks and, indeed,    the entire circus world were staggered. Laura Carpenter    Baldinghis wife, soulmate, and creative associateis an    accomplished horsewoman and has spent her life with animals at    her family farm, Three Creek Farm in Weldon Spring. The family    jumped in to help and, as shows must, Circus Flora went on.  <\/p>\n<p>    I had been in and out of Circus Floras tents for years. Years    ago, I showed up to learn to juggle alongside Balding. Later,    at Three Creek Farm, I tried and tried to stand up on a    galloping circus horses back as it careered around the arena.    Most terrifyingly, I tried to walk a high wire stretched over    concrete at Union Station (with Tino Wallenda of The Flying    Wallendas holding my shoulders).  <\/p>\n<p>    Dave Barry once wrote of the sea, Staying on the surface all    the time is like going to the circus and staring at the tent.    Similarly, after stepping into the middle of Circus Floras    single ring, I began to understand something that critic Heinz    Politzer wrote about the circus: It was a world between.  <\/p>\n<p>    The magnetism of the circus is far more than entertainment.    Though it is amusing or goosebumpy on one levelwith cavorting    clowns and up-in-the-air derring-doon another plane it is a    stage for the unconscious. Circus life is replete with joy and    pain, pleasure and danger.  <\/p>\n<p>    The appearance of abandon, suggesting unfettered fun and    athletic virtuosity, is real up to a point. But then the    curtain is rung down, disguising harsh aspects of real life but    revealing that it wears a mantle of fantasy and a cloak of    security.<\/p>\n<p>    As these reflections popped up one after another like popcorn    and swirled like cotton candy in production, a simultaneous    awareness crackled like lightning in my mind, a pervasive off    and on light, illuminating home and all that goes into it,    persons and animals and possessions and obligations, a place    filled full with staggering anguishes and sweet memories of its    own, a life in fact I cherish.  <\/p>\n<p>    There are all sorts of attendant pleasures: applause under the    tent and praise outside on the lot. There are pictures in    magazines and the joys of friendship. Although there are no    check stubs on which are marked benefits, there is value: maps    to freedom, to lessons for life outside the margins, to    understanding what swims beneath the surface.  <\/p>\n<p>    Fun and games of innocence spring up during free time at Circus    Flora. A game called soccer-tennis is a favorite. It is played    in a miniature tennis court, with the layout drawn in chalk on    the circus lots asphalt surface. There are parties to    acknowledge holidays, birthdays, and other special days. Many    of the circus folks travel in Airstream trailers, and they    often gather in the staging areas for cocktails as the sun goes    over the yardarm. Dorothy Carpenter, Laura Bladings sister, is    the Perle Mesta of Circus Flora, and keeps the parties rolling.  <\/p>\n<p>    With life lived amongst trained dogs, fiery-eyed Arabians,    goats, blue-eyed camels, water-squirting clowns, jugglers, and    musicians, life at Flora is a combination of infectious play    and serious philosophical complexities that perplex and thrill    those who peel the institutional onion.  <\/p>\n<p>    Hovey Burgess peels the onion without ceasing. Hes the heart    and soul of Circus Flora and the curator of knowledge and    tradition. Famous in his own right as a historian, teacher,    professor, mentor, performer, and author of a multivolume    circus encyclopedia, he occupies a special position in the    circus universe, reigning as a sort of philosopher-shaman.      <\/p>\n<p>    Years ago, I asked David Balding for the name and phone number    of a juggling expert, and he introduced me to Burgess. Now in    his mid-seventies, Burgess is still going strong, living in a    Collyer Brothers version of an Airstream trailer parked on the    circus lot. Hes told me plenty about juggling, about circuses,    about trapeze flying and sawdust. His face radiates the    pink-cheeked good cheer of a Coca-Cola ad from 1920, way before    the slogan Bring Home the Coke had a different meaning. The    cheeks and gentle demeanor mask a formidable intelligence and    indefatigable loyalty to the art of the circus.  <\/p>\n<p>    At 16, Burgess wanted to run away and join the circus. A buddy    had warned him that he probably would never come backand he    never has used the return ticket. He had good grades in high    school but no particular desire to go to a regular college, so    he earned his B.A. at Pasadena Playhouse.  <\/p>\n<p>    For four decades, he was a fixture at New York Universitys    celebrated Tisch School of the Arts. His circus course was a    requisite. Even if a young artist had no interest in the    circus, the skills of what Burgess named    equilibristicsconcentration (learned by juggling and plate    spinning) and balance (learned on a tightrope) and strength    (acquired on the flying trapeze)helped prepare student actors    holistically for acting careers.  <\/p>\n<p>    Im not the first to speculate on this, but it seems Burgess    navigates a philosophical tightrope clutched at one end by the    Enlightenment trailblazer Benedict de Spinoza, whose    understanding of rationalism holds fast today and explains the    how of things. At the ropes other end, holding forth on    the why and whither, is Ludwig Wittgenstein, whose    advocacy of metaphysics and his understanding of the power of    goodness are of special importance to those such as Burgess.    Wittgenstein and his apostles and other like-minded men and    women look at the circus and see beyond the margins of    existence and under its surface. They cringe as the world    continues to produce increasing horrors, as our leaders concoct    lies about them.  <\/p>\n<p>    With optimism rising above the worlds lethal messes is    Burgess, still daring, younga venerable man on an existential    trapeze. His advice to those who would run away: Follow your    bliss.  <\/p>\n<p>    At the end of each show, in the grand finale, a hopeful happy    ending and a special rumbustious form of rejoicing and    redemption spins around, acted out by the blissful ladies and    gentlemen, boys and girls of Circus Flora.  <\/p>\n<p>    As this diverse and radiant rainbow company parades round and    round the ring and then out into open air, it is good to    remember the suggestion of the 14th-century mystic Mother    Julian of Norwich, whose way of saying that the human show must    go on is this: All shall be well and all shall be well and all    manner of thing shall be well.  <\/p>\n<p>    For centuries, the circus has been synonymous with    impermanence: rail cars, trailers, canvas tents,    sawdust-covered floors. Though Circus Flora has always felt its    historical roots (The Flying Wallendas are old trapeze royalty,    dating back to Europe), its never felt bound to tradition when    it could do something better (like being animal-friendly). Take    this Februarys big announcement: Thanks to a partnership with    the Kranzberg Arts Foundation, Circus Flora has decided    to permanently settle in Grand Center. There arent    renderings yetor even an address. We can say that we will be    in Grand Center, says executive director Larry Mabrey, and    that dedicated space wont be in the parking lot of Powell    Hall. Though he cant share concrete details yet, he promises    that exciting things are in store. Considering the kind of    magic Floras able to conjure in Grand Center just during the    month of June, that seems like a sure bet.  <\/p>\n<p><!-- Auto Generated --><\/p>\n<p>See the original post:<\/p>\n<p><a target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"http:\/\/projects.stlmag.com\/beyond-the-margins\" title=\"A veteran journalist runs away with the circus. - St. Louis Magazine\">A veteran journalist runs away with the circus. - St. Louis Magazine<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p> A veteran journalistruns awaywith the circus.  <a href=\"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/rationalism\/a-veteran-journalist-runs-away-with-the-circus-st-louis-magazine\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[187714],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-193587","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rationalism"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/193587"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=193587"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/193587\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=193587"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=193587"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.euvolution.com\/prometheism-transhumanism-posthumanism\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=193587"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}