Im not sure if this is the right sub to be posting this in, but some advice would be appreciated for my little conundrum:<\/p>\n
So, this year I had a pretty significant awakening which propelled me to a path of great healing- to keep this short, I got to the bottom of my problems which stemmed from early psychological trauma, which then led me to realise who I truly am at my core. I then learned that all my insecurities and behaviours related to them were perpetuated by a feedback loop - this realisation was so incredibly freeing and for the first time, Ive felt truly at peace with myself. <\/p>\n
But heres the problem: All this year, Ive been sharing a house with some wonderful people - were all musicians and have studied at uni together. I love them all to bits and have a great deal of respect for them, but for as long as weve been living together, Ive felt misunderstood, because Ive been enduring the process of my own personal transformation. <\/p>\n
I know these people have always been secure in themselves, so they could sense when my behaviour and interactions reflected my own insecurities\/convoluted beliefs. But, being highly sensitive and empathic by nature, I could also sense when they were perplexed by my behaviour and interactions, which hurt, and led to more socially awkward behaviour on my end - this is a good example of the feedback loop I was talking about. <\/p>\n
Although Ive grown more aware of this feedback loop that occurs, it still cuts me deep whenever I feel their judgment and I also feel like their misunderstanding undermines my personal progress. But the thing is, they have no reason why they should be more understanding, so of course I dont blame them at all. <\/p>\n
Weve grown fairly close over the past year, but I dont feel like I can talk to them about this because I believe that they just wouldnt understand- this whole situation is causing me great discomfort and Im not sure what to do. <\/p>\n
TLDR; Ive been undergoing a personal transformation and believe I have found peace within, but still feel massively misunderstood by my friends\/housemates. This is causing me great discomfort and hurt, but I am unsure of what to do because I dont believe they will understand what Im going through if I try to explain it to them. <\/p>\n
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